I think of all the laughs and tears
As the new year comes to an end
And all the ups and downs
I've had with family and friends
I think of the jokes that were made
And the death that broke me
I think of the the struggles right now
But try not to let it choke me
I think of words unspoken
And tears not shed
I think of the successes
As I remember the dead
My trials and my hurt
I swear, won't be for long
It's just really hard right now
To...