You couldn't hold your promise
I say in a tearful voice
As your sudden change leaves me unconscious
You knew how I felt about lies yet u did it by
choice
it's no wonder all my concerns to you seemed like white noise
All I asked was for your honesty
You looked in my eyes and said "I'll never lie to you eve" with blank sincerity
"You are the only one I want" you claim
yet I can see new faces your trying to fit in our closed frame.
Now forgiving isn't my best suit
I always say I do yet never look at you the same
I can't voice what you did I'm unwillingly mute
Yet you rage at my silence
And I'm left with no choice but to unleash truths violence
You admit it was a mistake a foolish one you say
And beg me for my forgiveness to let go of my dismay.
for you I'd do anything even ignore the load of trust issues I was constantly carrying.
Because you told me that I, you dream of marrying
it's so funny how all that switched into weightless words
You waited for me to be vulnerable and drawed both swords
Telling me you hope it's not too deep as the blood from my wounds in my shirt seeps
I lie and whisper a faint "okay"
Because I mean what else am I suppose to say?
You watched Me loose those I considered dear
all because of you I loved you infront of them without fear
And you watched as they left promising to not do the same of my security you Robbed me
you should be charged with theft
and the funny thing is I asked you before you drawed your first cut
if you wanted to explore other options and you said no ...But.
Here we are now
you said three words and 8 Letters and tossed it away like nothing
I said those same three letters and 8 words and cherished them like they were everything.




#betrayed #sad #healing# pain #heartbroken

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