whith your eyes on the prize
the harder you try
leave your eyes open wide,
no ways to describe
how lies leave you defeated
and deceitfully blind,
you can be within arms reach
and within one blink of an eye
those lies come up and jump you
cut you chop you dow fuck you
and leave you behind
I've never been hurt by a single soul like this in all my life
when all I've ever offered was love and been there for you right by your side
and I did good at least I thaught.
for all of the times
your face buried in my shoulder as you let out some godly cries.
or when you would need a hug and 2 hours I'd drive
any time youd be stuck you would call
for me and i would arrive
or how the simple fact in being your best friend was something that gave me so much pride
you tried saying i dicated the way live
but I always checked with you before anything that i did
and how is this man and this place where you now live
that was built on manipulation control and opinions assuming shit
thinking they known how we lived
buy really didnt know shit but the dirties part is the bribery
what a sly little trick
the guy straight bribed you mom telling her lies of your lifestyle and opinions that
are not his or her right for him to give
when he just get done telling you were so worthless you didnt deserve to live

GO KILL YOURSELF

how can someone say something like this and then turn and put on this act and act concerned for your mom as if hes known you for years
tell me that because if you ask ANYONE theres one word to describe what kind of behaviour is that
theres only none word and that's PSYCHOPATH
but all ya gotta do is add some simple math
and all the random thousands he would hand of course would blurred your vision quickly and that's a fact. you forget of that and cant see see how disturbing his next moves prove to be
the. fact . only met you 1noce or twice. and...