and i want to say you feel it too-
what's between me and you.
i want to be reckless and say how hopelessly in love i am with you.

i want to know this could be real-
what i have with you.
but then the sun rises and my dreams melt with the rays that glint on morning dew.

you carve my heart out in my chest and i willingly bleed for you.

i've thought it many times-
and i'll think it again,
but i'd let you ruin me.
let you walk all over me.
let you string me out for limited stretches of mind blowing passion 

(on my part, only in my heart)

only for you to shoot me down like a heartless hunter picking a dove for prey.

(inevitably, eventually-
because you'll figure out you don't love me the same)

part of me knows i'm everything you're looking for,
just maybe not in the form you'd wish.

but i'm here.
i wish you'd see me.
but i'm all amiss.

i have yet to fling this useless love into the abyss.

i just don't know what to do with it.
but when i do throw my hands out into the air,
(my heart...