Sometimes I just want to go to that sweet space.
That space where there's nothing but quietness.
I want to turn that meditation music on
And fall into a deep sleep.

And when I wake out of that deep sleep
I want to be at peace.
I want to wake out of my sleep and finally have a smile on my face.
And simply just feel that life is fucking great.
I want to wake out of that sleep and be at peace within myself.
I want to be able to know that I'm beautiful.
Know that I'm strong.
Know that I can't change anything I did wrong.

I can't go back in time.
I can't pause this life I'm in.
I want to know that everything isn't always my fault in the end.
I want to know that I have the right to forgive myself.
For all my choices, decisions,  mistakes that I've made in this life, I feel I failed.
I want to know that I can carry on.
I want to know that I can feel this music and dance to this song.

I want to know that I have the right to be joyful.
The right to laugh.
The right to scream.
The right to be mad
Shit even the right to be sad.
I want to know that others' mistakes aren't mine.
I want to know that everything is going to be just fine.
I want to know how to be proud of who I am.
I want to know how to fight.
I want to know...