Looking at your flat chest
Makes me feel nothing but unblessed
Yes, you have the power and you know it
But will you use it wisely or just throw it

I stare at your face
I stare at your arms
Tell me is it my fault
That I wasn't born a man

I'm so jealous
And you don't see why
Making every girl stare
When you don't even try

I have to hide my body
I have to make my voice deeper
Even walk a certain way
And people still don't see the difference
"You're the best son I could ask for"
I wish I'd hear those words as well
Instead I get reminded daily
How daddy's little princess got killed by someone like myself

I hope is just a phase
As I hate hurting my mum
She seems to be there for me
When my decisions don't aim at her heart

She was good for a while
Told me what every mom would say
"Be whoever you want, not who they expect"

Well I did just that but people don't respect me
And what if they will when thinking I overslept
But can't arise me
© Eric Benjamin