Fear, was once my comfort space
My safe world. A place where I protected myself
A deep hole where my soul could rest.
I remember watching people dare and telling myself
What an outrageous courage they had
Facing their problems and fears
Diving in blindlessly
What a bunch of idiots
Yet deep down I had regrets
Thoughts that burned me inside
That made me blame myself
Why couldn't I be like them ?
Why couldn't I dare ?
Why couldn't I have the courage?
What makes me so...