been boozin on the job
and taking many bathroom breaks
i like to think im getting better
not making my life fall apart

i said goodbye to maryjane
it has been a little while
i do not miss her in the slightest
lucy makes me feel amazing

the fungi was nice to look at
lucy said dont waste your time
that stuff will only make you dwell
i will make you find a meaning

she makes me very happy
feelings i havent felt before
expect for when i took painkillers
but she is real and makes me smarter

we have only gone out twice
once we had steak with my parents
then we rode a skateboard through town
after they went to sleep

the next day i went to school
wishing she was there
i brought her in a few days later
and just wanted to escape with her

into nature or something more full of life
than sitting at a desk
looking like a "homeless madman"
but we made it through the day

she helped me do some work
but she was also a distraction
she told me that the school was mine
and no one elses and to do whatever

she took me on a better path
i cant wait for our next date
she makes me feel like i am good
and like my life will have a purpose

the future scares me sometimes
people tell me shes bad news
the same people play with their nose
or have a problem that i find

i cant listen to anyone in life
just myself and maybe lucy
i have only met her twice
but I promise that shes good for me

© speed