she had a dream
a fight
and for her whole life
she wanted this thing

an unwanted welcome to life
a stolen destiny
an uncoothed denial of rights
abused and humiliated
until 43

then out of the depths of letting go
figurative of absolute death
heroin became the thing she wanted
was the one thing that made her feel best

so she left the quaint little country
to be more situated with heroin
made it way more conveinient to be homeless
so much freedom than a painfull hope to find like it were

out of the public housing she thought
maybe this was the fixed of hope
only...