If only wishes can come true,
I have one or two or maybe a few,
And they're all about you,

you know;
just bunch of wishes about stuff I love and stuff I don't love about you
wishes about things you make me feel and things I don't feel

I wish I never met you; whenever you make me go to bed with a straight face and a knot in my throat…
But,
whenever you make me feel like I'm floating in my own bed and that smiles can actually last the whole night;
I wish I could live my forever with you...

I wish your mild utterances and the bass in your voice isn't the only sound my heart hears and have come to accept
still yet,
I wish your voice be crested in it so I can listen for all eternity...

I wish I never have to worry about our tomorrow however it may turn out to be
yet,
I wish to daydream about you and I, just being lovers and doing what lovers do,
you know; those love stuffs that make you smile ear to ear all day everyday ...

I wish we never happened and,
I wish we'd never let go...

I wish we end it all now before it becomes hard to see eye to eye and ,
I still wish it's you and me in the end

Mixed feelings? No!
Just perplexities of a lover whose heart can't help but wander deep into an abyss of unknown tomorrows
© Z.I Ahmed