What if I die now?
What if I die now?
From the deeds I have done
In the earth, I'm gone
Transmitted from a universe where chaos goes
To a cave where peace flows
So what if I die now?
I would hear there wails and mourns
Pleading my novice soul to gear back to life
Having unprecedented hope
But my silence would break them all
So what if I die now?
I alone, in the space
Ready not to take the pace
To a dark place I can't say
I have given love to them
But they turn their back
Claiming I failed to give them hope
So what if I die now?
My ownership
Why death not take them with me?
So I can keep myself alive in the outer world
My famousness
Why death left it behind?
So I can get known in the outer world
My beloved
Why death set them aside?
So I can get loved in the outer world
They vowed to my side always
But now, they left me forsaken
So what if I die now?
The deeds I have done
From the cradle to the grave
Follows me with a big step
The good ones....
Melting a hard spot levelled on my chest
The bad ones....
Igniting a hard spot levelled on my chest
Across is me, helpless
So what if I die now
The scale would be the verdict
Fortune will tell,
Higher is my good deeds
Lower is my bad deed
But what if the scale tips, and my sins outweigh my virtues?
Will forgiveness find me in the realm of the unknown, or will I forever be doomed to carry the weight of my transgressions?
© Zeenab Majeed
From the deeds I have done
In the earth, I'm gone
Transmitted from a universe where chaos goes
To a cave where peace flows
So what if I die now?
I would hear there wails and mourns
Pleading my novice soul to gear back to life
Having unprecedented hope
But my silence would break them all
So what if I die now?
I alone, in the space
Ready not to take the pace
To a dark place I can't say
I have given love to them
But they turn their back
Claiming I failed to give them hope
So what if I die now?
My ownership
Why death not take them with me?
So I can keep myself alive in the outer world
My famousness
Why death left it behind?
So I can get known in the outer world
My beloved
Why death set them aside?
So I can get loved in the outer world
They vowed to my side always
But now, they left me forsaken
So what if I die now?
The deeds I have done
From the cradle to the grave
Follows me with a big step
The good ones....
Melting a hard spot levelled on my chest
The bad ones....
Igniting a hard spot levelled on my chest
Across is me, helpless
So what if I die now
The scale would be the verdict
Fortune will tell,
Higher is my good deeds
Lower is my bad deed
But what if the scale tips, and my sins outweigh my virtues?
Will forgiveness find me in the realm of the unknown, or will I forever be doomed to carry the weight of my transgressions?
© Zeenab Majeed