"You know you're blessed when you can't even make sense of your life" God got his hand on me. But I'm afraid that I'll never have the courage to walk on the water until I learn how to get still enough to hear from ma inner voice in the middle of the storm.

I've been treating my life as a community project, I been checking in with everybody, waiting and longing for people to validate me and agreeing with every decision i make to a point that i now don't know how to make ma own damn decisions, and I'm terrified that without 'em I'd be making wrong choices.

I gotta learn to overcome ma fears, battle ma greed, conquer ma own demons of being unsure, second guessing ma purpose, ma ego is the reason ma mind is weapon and ma body's a battlefield, I don't know ma souls intentions, I feel its time to dream but I'm not asleep.

A lot of times I try to get more from people who got nothing much to give, I try so damn hard to give love to people who already given up on love, I long to get love from people who got no love left, I wanna get some wholeness from people who are not whole themselves, yes they giving me everything they got but that's not what I'm seeking for.

I'm afraid that I'll never have the courage to walk on the water until I learn how to get still enough to hear from ma inner voice in the middle of the storm.

Ma ego is the reason ma mind is weapon and ma body's a battlefield, I don't know ma souls intentions, I gotta learn to overcome ma fears, battle ma greed, conquer ma own demons of being unsure, second guessing ma purpose