I used to love to sit close to you, my head on your shoulder , all warm and cozy.

Now you seem miles away,

I often wonder where your thoughts take you,

I want us to be happy again, like we once were,

You hardly said anything to me in days, maybe longer.

I don't know for sure, I lost track.

It hurts us more everyday, feeling alone when you're right here next to me.

I can admit to you that I make excuses just to go cry to myself.

Did you know that?

Do you even care?

Even a little?

Why go through the empty promises of this dying marriage if you can't keep at least one?

So many promises made, so few kept.

Could you ever love me again like you promised you would so long ago?

Or is that another empty promise?

Do you hear me crying in the night as you're turned away from me?

Our bed feels so empty and lonely.

I've noticed You have been coming to bed hours after me every night.

Do you wait till you think I'm sleeping and won't notice?

I remember, when we would go to bed together, so we could hold each other through the night.

I always felt so...