I went to the balcony. Staring at the road lights, cars that passes by, and the people of Manila. Then suddenly, I looked up and saw the moon, shining on dark night.

And I realized I'm crying when tears started to run down my face as if every tear were in a race.

Yes, i cried.

I cried because it made me think of you.

I cried, because I remember everything about you.

I cried cause I remember those nights with you when we're together witnessing the beauty of moonlight.

I cried, because I lose you.

Yes, I cried because I didn't even had the chance to tell you how much I care for you.

You didn't even gave me a day to tell you "I'm happy when I'm with you"

You didn't allow me for an hour to hug you and asked you "Can I also be your moon on your darkest nights?"

You didn't gave me a minute to tell you that "I dont want to lose you. I want to be with you for lifetime".

And you didn't took a second to listen to me where I'm supposed to say "I love you since the night I met you"

You didn't listen, not because you dont want to hear me saying those things.

But because you love someone else.

You love someone who hurt you so much.

Someone who always made you cry.

And everytime she hurt you

You always tell me "I love her that's why I can't leave her even it hurts".

And that hit me so hard.

Because I heard you saying those words.

It was painful cause I lose the person I love the most.

And it hurts because I love you.

I cried hard cause I miss you.

I miss laughing with you.

Where ever you are right now, I wish that you're happy, truly happy.

I miss you my moon,

The moon that I love the most,

My one and only moon that brighten up my dark nights.

© PoeticLeo