As I sat alone,
My body covered in sweat,
The wind whooshed,
And I kept shaking in dread,

I felt my heartbeat,
Thumping loud against my chest,
The clock ticked,
The time arrived,
When my nightmare began,

It has been always the same,
Me trying to hide,
And him, finding me again,

He trapped me,
To fulfill his lust,
He took my innocence,
His filthy hands,
touched my skin,

I rebelled the first
Second, third, fourth, many nights,
But then I accepted my fate,
As I could no more fight,

He took a piece of me each time,
My screams were muffled,
As he ravished my body every night
He took my life away,
I couldn't tell anyone,
He was too smart ,
And He succeed to hide,

My little hope for justice,
Strangled and died,
Everytime I tried to live
His face appeared,
The flashes of horror,
Appeared before my eyes.

I know it's never going to end,
I'm his favorite toy,
He is evil to a devil's extend,

No one is here to hear my pain,
My eyes cried tears in vain,
He made me feel dirty,
Used,Filthy and stained,

He took my everything,
My life he stole,
He owns me now,
like a child owns a doll,

I know this horror will continue with my life,
I'll never be free until I die,
I wish to god that he accept my wish,
I never want to be reborn
Not as a human Not like an orphaned girl.
Please hear this,
The almighty living behind the skies
Please fulfil it and don't deny.








© sakhi
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