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The other side of me
Shaking and trembling, I hold in fear. Anxiety sets in, I want to disappear.
Sucked like a vacuum, I dispose how I feel. Purging my thoughts, being the only way to heal.
The feeling of emptiness, have no depths. Disappointment, and regrets climb the walls inside my chest.
I am quick to anger, as the diminishing voices began to clangor. Left alone with these thoughts, I could be in danger.
Security, love and peace is what I seek. But people, they always leave. Nobody has ever truly loved me.
Physical pain, hiding away blood steins. Cutting away at my fragile veins. Life has been full of pain, as it constantly pours, not just rains.
Borderline is quite like a mirror. Empty until somebody stands there. If only the shattered glass was a bit more clear.
Reflecting back on the past, I feel myself fading fast. Out of touch with reality, how long shall this disassociation last.
©Crash
© ©crash