You are laughing and having fun
And you start crying all of a sudden

You are among your friends or in a crowd
Suddenly you feel completely lonely, as if no one is around

You are talking to your most near and dear
And out of nowhere you feel like losing them, you taste the fear

You are so hungry that you feel like gobbling it all up
The moment you bite a morsel you feel stuffed and want to throw up

Several times I have gone through these terrible feelings
How much ever I try there is no getting out, there are no healings

I feel like I am drowning with nothing to hold
My mind becomes numb and my heart becomes cold

I feel like running away from everything, everyone
But where to go what to do I have no clue whatsoever, none

Everything feels like closing on me, it's suffocating
Feeling of doom and despair looms up, I feel choking

I feel like a failure, with nothing going my way
I feel like losing it completely, feel like everything slipping away

Tears drip down from clouds of gloom and sadness
It's a state of complete chaos, state of restlessness

Is this what is called depression or feeling the blue
I am indecisive about this too, maybe I need help, I have no clue

This feeling of drowning in a bottomless pit and more has this happened to you
Don't worry you are not alone, I am drowning with thee, falling endlessly too

So let's pick each other up and fight this together, shall we?
We will get through this mess if we try... won't we? Together you and me.

© agypsysoul

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