You know how we are always told never go back to an ex.
Well I did that
We broke up two years ago and I can't lie that my feelings for him were over.
The opposite in fact.
He was ready to settle and I wasn't.
Simple. I still loved him when I told him we should end it.
Two years later we meet by accident and start seeing each other.
He asks me to be his girlfriend which I readily accept.
Four months later and he is planning on taking me home
Having kids and living together
I am all for it right now.
I am ready.
Five months after we are back together
He says he has a confession to make
He got a gal pregnant.
She is four months pregnant
Meaning they had s*x when he was wooing me
Do I take that as cheating, absolutely yes.
The hard part, I love him.
I really love him and leaving him again will break me
But I will never be ready to deal with all the drama of having a baby mama
Co-parenting.... Nope.
I am selfish, he is either mine or not mine.
There is definitely no in between.
Does that make me a bad person?
© Vivianne