Dragged away by insecurities,
A prisoner in my own mind.
Never claimed to be brave,
But I should've had the courage to say goodbye.
It seems that I have returned again.
Here and now I'm still so blind.
Maybe I thought you wouldn't miss me
and because of that,
I barely survived.
Even now my thoughts are destroying me
and I can only smile for the sake of my job.
Here and now, I tell you honestly.
I still don't want to give up.
Maybe because of that small strength,
I can climb now that I've fallen so far.
Still my insecurities echo within me.
It will be a long battle for sure.
© Katriella