I wonder
Do you think anyone would notice if
I were to
Disappear

For a day
A month
Or simply forever

Fading into the backgrounds
Of everyone's minds

Because
The truth is
I don't want to survive

This turmoil that keeps me from living
Happily

Or at all

Floundering in a sea
Of misery

With no one to call

I am alone

Perpetually
Completely

And utterly

Alone


© krystlereisler