"Kula Jacob"
By: De Ona Marie Charamut


I'll never forgive myself
Nor will I ever forget that day
When I had to meet the lady
So I could sign my rights away
I had to make a decision
I did what I had to do
I found you a better family
Capable of taking care of you
I never had plans on this
It's not how it was supposed to be
The only way to keep you out the system
And having you on the streets with me
It's not a way to raise a baby
And I REFUSED to do so
You deserve so much better
And I just wanted you to know
I never stopped loving you
I ALWAYS wanted you with me
I wanted to keep you and raise you
And us three be a family
You just turned two in August
Your sister turned eight in September
I'm scared you'll never know who I am
Cause you were to little to remember
I'm grateful I found the perfect couple
Who's gonna raise you as their own
You'll know what it's like to have a normal life
And what it's like to have a home
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