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obsessed
getting obsessed on someone...
just want some things to happen once...
I keep dreaming those weird thoughts...
I want to hold you once for sure...
Everyday I dream about you,
that you belong to me,
and everything happens as I wish.
But reality is bit harsh...
whenever I think I got close to you...
you make me realize how far I'm from you.
when I think I'm special for you..
but soon I find you are the same with everyone here..
just living like this hurts my heart.
I hate being obsessed with you...
I hate myself for liking you...
I hate myself for thinking about you...
let's stop here before I break down...
it's hard to get up back...
when you know you don't have backup plan.
© Isang