It was a long time coming
this deepest darkest secret,
To know but not know was the worst ever feeling
I'd ever endured
The distance grew and grew
The silence was deafening!
The hurt like a wounded animal howling
The thumping in my chest, the arrow in my throat
I turn away a million times,
I hide my face deep into the pillow
If I don't know then I won't know...
Till once a dreay sleepless night
Befall me like the sunshine on a...