Communication was never my best strength
So I just stayed away
Believe me when I always said I'd call
But really I just didn't have anything to say at all
I know I have to keep and open mind to the happenings
But I'm constantly reminded of the fact that you deserve this and so much more

I want to open up
I want to talk
Believe I want to communicate
But I'm scared that you'll leave me when I give my all
You know open up to you like a flower in bloom
Lay bare to you along with all my flaws
Leave the rest up to you to decide if you accept or leave
I want to be the best version of me
Believe me truly I'm trying
But I don't lie when I say I've got demons haunting me past dawn
I won't deny and say I've got peace of mind
Cause it's hard for me to smile this long

Trust me I want to talk
But I'm scared and torn
As to whether to give in and fall
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