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Jumbled love
Loving you and hating you,
both combined in one,
crave to feel your love,
but the fear I feel's still strong.

Seeing you and wanting you,
but numbness in between,
my symptoms getting stronger,
they just want to be seen.

I want to ignore these restless signs,
but I get held back,
so maybe I'm still inside the fight,
I'm a never ending wrack.

Maybe someday this could change,
I will try my best,
so maybe someday it's all arranged
and I'm cyring on your chest.

© Julessss