I want to have my conscious back to happiness, but it's too low.,
how can I bring it back when its too slow?
sometimes I can imagine if I will get smile out of pain, but the only way is to get cried out of pain.
How can I get smile out of pain, when the only way is to get cried from pain?

Fear knocking on the doors,
strong fear has formed in everyone's mind,
darkness and pain and broken heart are still bind,
move on the way to...