Am broken, as always
Same pain every dawn
Same prayer every night
When will all this come to an end??
Only God knows
God... I need your interference
I can't do this alone
For I am weak, weaker than snow
God, Gimme a sign or I have to give up
Every answer is pointing to suicide
Breathing takes a lotta energy
Cry? Nah, can't cry no more cos I've ran outa tears
Can no longer run to self pity
'Cause it has disowned me
I put on a brave face just to cover my pain
But on the inside I'm ripping apart
I'm drowning in my own lake of despair
Every night I shove myself in the dark empty corner of my room
To let it all out hoping someone would hear
And whisper in my ear that it's okay
But no voice would come
Except the echo of my wails
What's this pain???
I know not
What's the cause of it???
I can't tell
My heart just feels heavy
My soul becomes weary
My eyes watery
And all I always wann do is curl up under the covers...


© Belle âme💕