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Rinse and Repeat.
August 6th, 2023

For anyone who will notice.
The Hurt that I try to hide.
I will be fine.
With no one for whom I am able to confide my confused existence.
So my life will stand by once again.
By my own hands I have become undone.
Just as I have always forever done.
taken this time from me again.
Lost in this forced cycle so unpredictable its reappearance.
Will this inability to overcome what limits that have been set for what has already faded from memory.
setting the course with a lack of desire for all but breathing.
Such pain held within me seering any motivation for ambition.
Given a condition worsened by pride and tradition.
These days I cried confessing that I could easily set aside reason for a quick escape.
Ashamed again for this accepted transition to Submission by default.
Never ending.
So this cycle starts again.
Begging to be able to see the next one begin.


© DJN87