you here the silent pain in my voice when we speak you splatter your pain in tears on your face the feeling of your agony stagnant in your mind killing you slowly through all the lines you write and the nights you fight with your self I can be the only one you pour it out to and because I'm gone I feel that I'm just not there for you I ... didn't know you needed me like that ..that over time we got what I always wanted to talk to you on your level for you to tell me things and honestly I'm proud but I know your always gone spiral around just trying to find your peace or something to do to keep the demons at Bay till they come back and they search and they claw and make you feel insane so you think anything that can change the chemistry is worth keeping around but it's slowly eating you alive I don't blame you and I know of a young women that needs to some the clam cannibis to keep the deomons of depression and anxiety and over thinking under control .

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