Hard to keep a smile while emotions run wild,
Feeling like a child cuz tears are usually their style,
Ppl judge me off my past yeah I've been in denial,
Act like you know the road I've followed when you haven't even walked a mile.
Swept all my shattered pieces into a pile and set them to flames,
Replacing everything I thought was real but just imitations in my brain,
Digging deep into my core to convince myself I deserve much more than just suffering and pain,
Something I must enforce before it becomes to late for me to be saved.
So eager for change trying to understand the virtue of patience,
I've sullied my own name by my actions during certain situations,
Seeing how far Ive came and how close I've come to total annihilation,
The destructive path I've paved the scars I engraved with my alterations,
Thought I was forever stuck in my ways until I swallowed my pride and shame and am working on being my own inspiration,
a grave I've dug for what's really too blame been working on its extermination.
Cutting ppl off quicker then they can say...