A Letter to My Grandma

My heart hurts so much,
That it became numb,
I didn't want to accept this reality,
But what I can do?
When I'm only human,
I cannot extended nor heal a sick person,
I'm neither a doctor or a God.
I'm just a human.

If I can exchange half of my life time,
So her life could extend,
I would,
But that's selfishness,
Of not being able to let go of someone,
You love, you care and you treasure,

I now wish that I was able to tell her what I wanted her to hear,
When she was here with me,
Still alive and breathing,
Now I ask myself,
Should I tell her suffer more just to live a little more longer?
Or should I let her go and bid goodbye as the tears fell out of my eyes?
It was a life and death situation,
Seeing her, suffer,
Battling life and death,
Every second, every minute,
Is torture.

I'd rather see her in a coffin,
Resting, peacefully,
Whether we were...