Looking in the mirror I see,
this beautiful Goddess that is strong an brave an although I know this I still see myself as not enough despite all my accomplishments,
I don't even know who I see anymore,
I don't feel like myself anymore,
I desire peace,
What dose peace look like let alone feel like?
My inner child just wants to be loved,
My abandonedment issues an trust issues makes my anxiety more complicated,
My teenage self just wants to go on a rampage, an burn 🔥 down everything an anyone who's ever stood in my way an hurt me,
so many versions of myself throughout my life I see looking back at me,
every single moment I look at myself,
what is love?
what is hurt?
what is the point?
especially if your heart has been used an abuse 💔 mislead, torn down
you get use to it,
yes this is true!!!
you grow past the empty bitterness,
you know?
how can I stop being so loving and caring to an for the wrong folks? especially if they are family?
it's quite simple love walk away an never look back,
somehow I still manage to see through it all an love me!!!
simply because nobody else will
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