Sometimes I feel like I love you more,

My heart steady beating, lying there on the floor

Maybe it's easier for you to walk out that door

I feel so empty inside, and these tears are getting harder to hide; yet constant thoughts of suicide running all the time.
Shattered inside my mental state of mind, but would you trade your life for mines?

I'm battered and broken, afraid to let these words be the last ones spoken; what can I put my hope in? I wait for you cuz your love is my token, keeping me grounded and tuning my focus

Sometimes I feel like I just love too hard

I'm left in the dark, soothing an empty and broken heart

Why does it feel like everything's falling apart

My body is damaged from everyone who took advantage; my heart is bearly hanging on, while my soul is finding a reason to let it all go but finding the strength is harder than we know.

I feel so alone and I have no one to call, cuz they'd rather see me fall then to claim victory in it all. Hanging my head in agony's sweet bliss, clenching my fist cuz you are all I've missed.

I feel like I love you more in dark times like this

The simple thought of your sweet kiss creates the memories of you that I don't wanna miss

If I died alone, would I truly be missed?
© Veronica Stevens