#WritcoPoemPrompt44
Amoug them all a chaotic wave
of rant filled the room..i couldn't see
for my sight was only darkness
i couldnt speak for my voice had been forgotten i was able only to lay there lifeless.In and out of consciencesness unware now i was of times concept only feeling left i felt was hoplessness as i could here the voices declare for me that my life living would soon be met by death.
i would often scream to the top of my inner thoughts "Please if you can hear me im still alive inside,and i swear ill fight with all might left in me to somehow give you all a sign im not leaving".It felt like eternity iwas trapped inside my body flesh and it was at that i realized it was not the the flesh,nor body that makes possible life i became enlightened of my soul exsistence at the very same moment my chance to live was ending.Floating..floating..floating..
darkness..floating and then what i only explain now as my light amoung the darkness had finally made appearance unto me to descirbe it as what i thought light had always believed it had been, that of a beam upon us,nor that of a ray of sunlight would even be close to descirbing the truth, no the light took my hand and spoke these words"Dear Brother i im in woe ,and i plead if you're in there at all just with abreath of lug,or a just a beat of a heart.. please i beg you somehow come back to us"I knew the voice of the light pleading out..i knew my sister stood there beside me begging the darkness to let me return to from out of the coma i was trapped within,with every last ounce of will to live i reached up and my hand meet with my sisters hand...still unable to speak with sounding words i used her hand in mine to show a sign that i was still alive inside of the bloodied, beaten, brutal sight before her eys.finally as Time for me began again to divide the moment and i could see once again through the eyes of my sight see,and all at once realization quickly now was setting in. i was laying there in a hospital bed now finally aware the reason for my lack lungs taking breath it was there a tube was running inside my mouth and nearly down inside my chest..it was all so clear where for 26 days i had been on trail within the flesh..i was in icu joy came over me when i seen my family.. with smiles so big yet all had tears flowing aswell...how i wanted to wipe all those tears away for i knew the moment of trial with my darkness was for now nomore ,
i was back and and i remember what death told me so "for now my child you must go back"..so i am..here i am but unchanged i am not that moment of trial had still ultimately set with me conviction..took something from me a piece of my ambition and forever it changed everything of what
id been..i was...i am...
© Aaron Stout