Ain't it funny?

How we think we won't heal, or how we think we will never let go of the grieve or heartache or whatever?

Ain't it funny?

How we so hold on to the pieces that so easily entangles us in a loop of sadness and never-ending ache?

We ache because we got hurt,
Cry because its our way our body expresses how we really feel. But what if it's enough?

What is if it's time to move on?

What if it's time to let go?

Heal?

What if, the person that is stopping us from moving on is ourselves and not letting go?

What if we gave it to God?

What if we let Him take the wheel?

What if we told Him how we're were feeling without withholding anything and just let Him deal with the pain?

Just what if?

Because it's okay too.

It's okay to not be strong enough, or wise enough? Heck, I know I'm not.

Even in this moment, right now, my trust is in Him to show the world His glory and to stand by me and tell me that I'm gonna be okay.

Now isn't that fun?

To have a God, a father, a friend, our very own Shalom?

Because I'm living for that. I'm living for all that.

-Black_Phoenix

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