Would have been better if I never started
Dreaming about what we could be
The daring future I see
Would have been better
If I never evocated you in my fantasy
Made you the focal point of view
Living rent free in the world only I knew

Desire, a burning desire for you
Or do I just desire to not be alone
In desperate hunger for companionship
I forced you into my world
Pulling harder each day like a sailor
I'm not hung up on you
I'm just tryna wash off my blues
Loneliness built up my hunger for new
And now I can't differentiate
If what I truly want is you or just a muse to...