You couldn't determine the coverage

How little I think of dumb people I never wished to disparage

Who you wanna embarrass?

I don't deserve to be loved by you

Did your love get me through?

Unfortunately it used to

Fox knew

Everything but the profits they'd lose

Paying attention to my point of view

My life is a painful adventure, I endure no matter how difficult it gets

Clean without the checks

Jesus is a wonderful role model

I won't forsake them for a bottle

I won't forget them, they stay on my mind

I know they hurt when I fall behind

I love them immensely, and it bled through the alloted time

You won't determine what I do with mine

You can judge me all the time

Without them, I don't feel remotely fine

Grandiose views?

Have you looked into my eye's?

You can take all my lives

By the grace of God, I won't be someone they despise

Reading books about mafia hitmen

How they understood the resentment they received from their children

You think such views couldn't hurt my ego?

Crying, hoping they knew just how far I was willing to go just so they'd know

My Dad loves me but he's not around

An the community I live in tries to make those problems compound

An analogy

To convey the trust they never attempted to earn an audacity to wonder why it's something they don't see?

They encroach upon my life in hopes they can put me down for reacting aggressively

To wrap that present in paper that looks nice

I know you're just doing your job an no I don't believe any of you are worth being absent in their life

So you could look within not even asking for better treatment just what's right

The problem with believing you can determine the range of my sight

Without even attempting to get it remotely right

In regards to my life

I'm the only one that hurts, when I don't believe the lies an she wants to fight

As if all my blood would make her right?

I'm fed up with love that leaves you out in the cold

I'm fed up with upholding the countless lies told

Your body heat ever keep you warm?

Your love only gauged after weathering each storm?

How they love to pretend

You remind them how many times you told me you wished my life would end?

Don't worry the three people you got won't hesitate to defend

You're not crazy

Try disagreeing with her then

If you fail to benefit her, the relationship will end

I'm just as ignorant, I thought something would eventually sink in

That road is a dead end

No route is worth her time unless it leads to attention

Very upsetting

I'm here alone

An she's in charge of their upbringing

Those girl's keep me from sinking

I passed the scar on my chest down

I gotta keep swimming

No matter how much my feet hurt, I owe them so much more

My obligations, are mine alone an they aren't something I'll ever ignore

Fox knows

I don't need you

You left unaware of what kept me going

Why would I stay where my pace wasn't matched?

Where their ignorance was showing?

Imagine how my life would've turned out if I only worried about people comforting me?

God, give me the grace to accept I'm blessed being something they can't see

It was plain as day to me

I meant less to you than the people who could only treat you ugly

An make time to be disgusted by me

Those bitches are probably just as goofy

"Pressured them to smoke"

They let me use their bong, initially I thought it was a untimely joke

Asked if they wanted to, respect I shouldn't have shown to people just looking for an excuse

Jumping at any chance to imagine being abused

If they were apart of the package?

I wouldn't have went on a date with you

I would have just told you I wasn't amused

Fuck those tales of the crypt dvds I chose over food

Fuck them an fuck you

I didn't pick up my stuff because I knew how little I meant to you

How they get by hoping someone feels sorry for them

How they envision, progress as a byproduct of the same outdated system

How they couldn't imagine you living life without them

I knew you for a week, how the hell were you oblivious to the control normal friends wouldn't attempt to seek?

People that genuinely cared, wouldn't ask for nor need

My respect isn't extended to people that didn't care enough to be honest with me

I was sick as hell, and you wanted friendship?

Why would I want a friend, that'd let her roommates treat me like shit?

Those judgemental lesbians can suck my dick

I should've understood the company you kept when they went bowling with us an did nothing but say stupid shit

"We're just beautiful people"

I don't treat people like they belong in a trash can

When empathy is just something you switch on an off an not something you care to understand

You can only daydream about being my equal

You hate me for being a heterosexual

I won't dilute myself to comfort your ambitions of success as a result of being deceitful

Hope they proffered a better selection

Hope their control faltered with the next one then some

Hope they feel accomplished oppressing one man

I'm thankful, they kept it short an sweet this is the final extent of time wasted upon someone that didn't care to understand

Doggy style

Is a sex position, not something that would've made me feel like I had the upperhand

I'm a narcissist?

I hope your feeling grand

All I can be is grateful, for every relationship time saw fall into the sand

Hope you never blame me for the drink you had

I only drink occasionally cause there's nothing fun about being sad

I won't lose sight of everything as you have

I've hurt enough to hope you never think about me, Dad

*A general address to people who wrote me off at various points in my life.

Sincerely, me

Don't ever stop being yourself, there's no telling who your experiences an expressions help.















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