you never realize how lonely you are until you are at the end of your day and you got a bunch of things to talk about and no one to talk to you look around and realize that there is no shoulder to cry on, I stay up just late enough until I am just exhausted enough that I can fall into my bed and sink into immediate Slumber because I can't stand laying in a bed in a dark room alone with just my thoughts for so many hours, I already said too much I already shared too much and I want it all back , I hate getting close to people these days I always regret sharing too much caring too much doing too much feeling too much sometimes when I say I'm okay I want someone to look at me in the eyes and hug me tight and say I know you're not, time after time everyday I fight the urge to text you or call you, telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me you would have , please tell me I am not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel I hope I cross your mind I cried and cried for you but you never gave a s*** about how I feel like I was nothing I need to forget about...