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divorcing my thoughts
life gave me a tasks,
it was more like a test
honestly its way too complicated than the rest.

i have battling thoughts,
they're crushing, like thunderstorms bettling the ground
it's deep, deeper than the dungeon
It's like creeping, just like a bambino crawling away from the burning ground.

I've tried a million ways to get out,
only my old habits has permanent stay in my thoughts.
they hd sex and got pregnant and had new babies, the babies are all grown now.

tgey make their own decision,
my suggestion are turning into opinions in my own mind.
i wish i never had that cigarette that day,
it let to marawana the next, on a third day.
it took me to Crystal meth

today its cocaine.
I've been through in and out of rehabilitation centres surely i have a permanent address in all of them.

my peers talk about cars, i talk about lung health care.
they wish to get new houses,
i wish to try a substance brand.
they hope their businesses grow
i hope to get a new addiction.

I've failed to divorce my thoughs