"Monster" "WEAK!" words and more words you say it's fine to feel but you kill me with your words and somehow telling me I'm stupid every day really got to me, "stupid" "stupid" "stupid" I wanna scream shut up but I'm quiet trying to hide the fact that crying was always the way out of myself. If I burst out crying know I try so hard. When you yell such words I try to hold it inside, bite my lip, pinch my skin, shake my leg, gasp for air,...