I want to be next to you.
I want to tell you how I love you.
Or just be with you in silence.
Sometimes silence says the most things.
Only with you,no one else.
Creating fake scenerios in
my head.
Unfortunately they're only in my head.
Well, to be honest, I don't wish
all of them would be true.
I see nightmates when I close my eyes.
Where you see water, I see blood.
Blood. Blood from your veins.
It's not dried yet.
I see myself calling ambulance.
They ask what's the problem.
I say It's me,I know it's not me.
I'm trying everything to believe this.
Beautiful places,You and Me.
Only us,next to eachother.
Only us and our love.
Been fantasizing about kissing you.
Alredy told you what I
fantasized about.
Maybe in poems but I still told you.
Next to sunflower fields on a roadtrip.
If only you could see them too with me.
Somehow I alredy know how I want to kiss you.
Kinda want boys to be jealous of me.
Because I have you,who they never will.
I have a bruise on my leg.
I want to have some on my neck from you.
Or maybe it could be on your's too.

© Tortise