Some people find it difficult to tell other people how they feel directly
Vocalise their thoughts, a natural ability
Most people can effortlessly confess
Some are just trying to feel like less of a mess
Because the world's made them believe there's one way to do this correctly

What even is the right way to do this?
They express themselves in other ways, you'll see it if you're paying attention
Too much has turned them this way, and that's certain.
We're all made differently for a reason

How do you communicate when you cannot find the words?
Or maybe you can but the way you say them, they do not understand
Tell them so you feel heard
But it never goes as planned

It's too much to explain
We'd have to start from the beginning
The root cause of this pain
All of it just keeps aching
All they see is you complaining

I don't think I'm a proper friend
Because honestly, I don't have any friends
Once you're loved you're now family, now until the end
To those, I care not about, I may be kind of an assh*le
Although I have never quit any of the most important souls

For once you're family you're forever tied
But that doesn't mean you forget the hurt they've caused
I've heard them say they don't know why I'm this way towards 'em
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