I live in the ruins of my past
The ruins of the life I built with you
I'm refusing to buid a new one
One you wouldn't be a part of

I remain in those ruins
Because they comfort me
They remind me of you
Whom I can't let go of

I hold on to your ghost
Because letting you go is too hard for me
Because i'ld rather keep hoping
Than loose all hopes

I know it's all a lie
I created to find comfort
But reality is too cruel
For me to open my eyes

© Ytha