I told you that if you didn't care about yourself I cared enough for two.
When you told me you didn't love, I told you it was okay I loved us both enough for me and you.
All this pain and misery you put me through
But this last trial, see this one here... the flirting and the cheating and the lying that was below.
I knew everything was too good to be true.
It hurt me in more ways than this pens ink can hold.
I know you're in pain and you're suffering too.
I can see it in your eyes and I can tell the spirits have gotten to you.
I can smell them on your breath and in the air that's surrounds, Isabella's not dead she is all around in every woman that you've hurt turning them into her.
It's not fair for me now,
this is not my curse getting to be with you come to a price from yelling to hitting cheating and more.
MY HEAD FUCKING SPINNING NOW
BRIGHT FLASHING LIGHTS GO OFF IN MY MIND
Tears from my eyes a neverending pour.
I want to see you die and rot beneath my feet.
I want to lay my head at night knowing how it's getting a feast.
But that's only thoughts don't listen to me.
I wish for you to grow up and claim who you're supposed to be.
A strong handsome independent black man is what I see.
I live everyday like it's my last you can take my dad he's the one who taught me.
I know I get overwhelming with kisses and hugs, I know they get in the way and to you they made me nothing but to me they're eternity.
Tony I hope you get better grow stronger, think a lot harder because I want you to be happy but right now you're just pulling me under that's why I have to break up for two.
© Juliette