I warned myself,
Falling in love is your untimely death,
The world revolves like it is one hell obsessed,
To one day die itself,
I want to love someone,
But don't want to feel the pain,
I saw someone she was the angel of my believed heaven,
I want to write her name on something,
That's when i etched it in my heart,
She was gorgeous enough to pierce my heart,
The blood flows like the volcano exposed,
The fissure cracks have no limits,
My blood should stop but it started to fill her name in the heaven,
The word writes i am yours don't wait for the minute,
The sun shines over the heavens gate,
It closes right before my open grave,
Why did it let me wait am i going to hell such a disgrace,
The path i made was like a broken maze,
I was in quandary that the love was in other way,
I was waiting till god gave me a love,
She used my heart like a rubber brush,
It used to clean the ego and even herself,
I am not lying that was real tuff,
I have to comb her hair just to be that brush,
What a hell i was living in till a fairy came and broke that brush,
I was sorry for her as i cannot comb her,
The sad part is she is the one who broke that up,
Not a fairy but a demon dressed up,
Why it happened the sun sets at west,
But god dwelled in my mind so he can test,
Was that a dream a nightmare,
The blood flows through the cancer,
I think i got a repercussions for all that mess,
Let me amputate my heart and put myself to rest.
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