One-sided Love
I'm not sure where this is coming from, my love. 
One day you're hardly speaking to me, then the next, apologizing for being distant. 
You claim you love me; you claim that you're grateful to have me; is this all a scheme? Is this all a way for me to stay and to continue buying you things?
I don't know. 
I asked that to myself 15 times today. 
Is this all the game to you, my love? 
Should I continue to give and give and give and just act like you mean what you say?
I can't tell if you're being genuine or not; you've said so many things but acted so differently.
I love you very much, but do you love me? Do you really love me?
I know some may say I'm insecure about this, but you're my partner, my lover; you're supposed to work with me on things like this. 
Deep down, though I know you're just using me and you know I can't leave you because I love you... and you know I can't process the fact that you don't love me, and that this is a one-sided love, unfortunately. 
© Jaspertheghost