I'm not sure where this is coming from, my love. 
One day you're hardly speaking to me, then the next, apologizing for being distant. 
You claim you love me; you claim that you're grateful to have me; is this all a scheme? Is this all a way for me to stay and to continue buying you things?
I don't know. 
I asked that to myself 15 times today. 
Is this all the game to you, my love? 
Should I continue to give and give and give and just act like you mean what you say?
I can't tell if you're being genuine or not; you've said so many things but acted so differently.
I love you very much, but do you love me? Do you really love me?
I know some may say I'm insecure about this, but you're my partner, my lover; you're supposed to work with me on things like this. 
Deep down, though I know you're just using me and you know I can't leave you because I love you... and you know I can't process the fact that you don't love me, and that this is a one-sided love, unfortunately. 
© Jaspertheghost