Why do I feel so strange these days,
As if my world is going to fall apart,
I find everything scattered and twisted,
Life seems to be weird these days.

Why do I feel that
No love is left within me,
I don't feel romantic or intimate with anyone,
I like to be remorse these days,
That is what keeps me happy all the time.

Why do I feel
That all past thoughts and incidents
Of my life should vanish
I should not feel
Them coming back into my memory,
Nor do I feel the new events
Should happen!

Why do I feel
That life has played
All the time unfair
With me
Has given me
Only illness
From my birth till now
And will go on
Till I am alive.

Why do I feel
That I should die
And rest in peace
Had had enough of life
Can't take this pain
Of illness
Which drives me insane all the time.

God, if you are there
Then, please hear my request
Take me into your arms
For thou, I can't hold
This pain again and again,
I just want to
Rest in peace!


© Jyotsana Rajadhyaksha

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