#WritcoPoemPrompt122
Someone has asked you a question,
That feels far too personal,
It's only a first impression,
You might be completely wrong and irrational,
when my life made sense
when it was me & my Team
went from 10 years being Mom
to 3 yrs waking up without my 4 heart beats.
When I come home from
a long 12 hr work day
My Mom and Kids smiling
always happy to see my face
then forced to say goodbye
to the Queen of My heart
Jan.11th 2014 my world fell apart
I lost the other half of my heart
My Mom My Best Friend
never thought she leave us so soon
I tried so hard fighting this battle
I was a single Mother
grieving her own Mom
in a cold cruel world alone
I thought I could handle it
at least that's what I made myself believe
no matter what comes my way
wouldn't let it get the best of me
only lying to myself
mental and emotional abuse
behind closed doors
reliving demons that only broke my heart
went from an alcoholic
two bottles to the head
but it wasn't enough to numb the aching pain within
Jan 2016 I took my first hit of Meth
If I could have 1 Wish
1 choice I'd reconsider
I'd...