Scribbles to self 1
I try my best to hide,
but I'm able to no more,
why am I into you,
I find no answer
I know I can't choose
you, for it's against the rules,
in every possible way,
this cycle again, this time
it's different, what is
that element, can't
pinpoint it right, why
am I so sad within,
this overwhelming,
from the depths within,
I try to hide invain,
I lied to self, which
hurt even more,
can't do this, no,
can't take this anymore,
I don't know what
to do anymore now,
how to hide these
overflowing feelings
seeping out unknowingly,
I tried too hard, I know,
I now just let 'em flow,
I can't...
but I'm able to no more,
why am I into you,
I find no answer
I know I can't choose
you, for it's against the rules,
in every possible way,
this cycle again, this time
it's different, what is
that element, can't
pinpoint it right, why
am I so sad within,
this overwhelming,
from the depths within,
I try to hide invain,
I lied to self, which
hurt even more,
can't do this, no,
can't take this anymore,
I don't know what
to do anymore now,
how to hide these
overflowing feelings
seeping out unknowingly,
I tried too hard, I know,
I now just let 'em flow,
I can't...