Am falling
Am falling deep
I can't climb back
I can't let go
Fears are holding tight
My past still follows

Am falling,
The world I all suspect to be a harm,
People I fear,
Crowds I fear,
Celebrations I fear,
My past still follows.

Am falling deeper,
The dark is becoming more scarer,
Nightmares are on repeat,
Eyes I fear to close,
My past is holding
Tighter.

Am falling deeper,
Alone I prefer,
Friends I fear,
People I untrust,
Indoors I feel safe,
My past still follows.

Am falling deeper,
'Am ok' my two words to hide
A smile, to look normal
To hide my blame for the past
To hide what I feel,
To hide my pain.

Am falling deeper that I can't climb back,
And can't keep falling,
My fears are holding tighter,
My past still follows.

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